Today, December 28, 2009, was the day scheduled six weeks ago for Eeny Meeny's neutering. I thought it would never come. With each day that passed he became more frustrated with being inside. He obviously wanted out to "sow his wild oats".
My original plan had been to have all three feral kittens "fixed" by the beginning of December, but that wasn't meant to be. With my own scheduling conflicts, our inability to trap the males sooner and the Humane Societies full schedule, my timetable for completing their surgeries just wasn't meant to be.
Isn't that the way life is though? We have a plan and it looks good, but something always happens to prevent it from happening as we perceived it should. Could it be that God had a better plan? In James 4:13-15, we read, "Now listen, you who say, 'Today or Tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.' Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead you ought to say. 'If it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that."
This experience with Eeny Meeny, Miney and Momo has been such an amazing lesson. It seems that what started out to be an attempt to rescue 3 feral kittens has become God's classroom for me. I have learned so much about my resistance to God's plans and how God views me. I have come to believe that I am one of his "feral kittens". He wants to give me his very best, but I am always running off and choosing another path. He offers me the freshest water, but I prefer to drink out of a "mud puddle". In other words, I want to do it my way.
I have come to understand, as I have tried to convince Eeny Meeny, Miney and Momo, that their way is not nearly as good as mine, that my way is no where nearly as good as God's for me either..............Shalom, Bebe
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
"For where your treasure is there will your heart be also......Matt. 6:21
I am having a Garage Sale on Saturday if the weather permits. I am not fond of Garage Sales. I'm not fond of having them or going to them, so this is going to be a major feat for me.
However, I do love getting rid of junk. I have wandered through my house for the past few weeks in preparation for this sale looking for stuff to get rid of. With each item I have selected, my spirit has lifted. I have found clothes that I've not worn in years, tattered books that I've read and re-read, numerous candle holders of all sizes and shapes,big and little baskets,wall hangings and pictures, silk flower arrangements, etc. They all have two things in common, they take up space and collect dust. By the way, I am allergic to dust.
I once read an article on "Living the Simplified Life". One of the statements in this article which has remained with me was, "we don't own our possessions, they own us". This statement meant that we are the caretakers of everything we possess, so we must spend time and money maintaining it all.
With each item we own we lose a little more freedom to do the things that are lasting and important because of the time required to take care of our stuff. Every weekend I have to set aside time to do the chores that owning stuff requires; doing laundry, dusting, vacuuming, etc. I'd rather be outside "digging in the dirt", walking on the beach, biking, or spending time with family and friends.
Today I read Matthew 6:19-21. This is the passage from the "Sermon on the Mount", where Jesus talks about the kind of "treasure" we should store up. He was quite specific that we should only collect that which did not deteriorate. And he made it clear that the types of things we "stored up" were an indication of "where our hearts were". He encouraged the storing of things which "moths and rust could not destroy and that thieves would not want to steal".
After reading that scripture, I realized that I have a lot more throwing out of stuff, both in the natural and spiritual, that is preventing me from concentrating on the really important things. When maintaining stuff takes up time that I could spend reading my Bible, visiting a prisoner, playing with my granddaughters or sitting quietly before the Lord, it's time to clean house. It's time to rid my "house" of everything, but the things that "moths and rust" can never destroy and "thieves" can't take from me.
I promise that, as I simplify and concentrate on having the right kind of "treasure" in storage, there will always be a chair for you to sit in, only this time I will have time to sit with you, since I won't need to dust so often......Shalom,Bebe
However, I do love getting rid of junk. I have wandered through my house for the past few weeks in preparation for this sale looking for stuff to get rid of. With each item I have selected, my spirit has lifted. I have found clothes that I've not worn in years, tattered books that I've read and re-read, numerous candle holders of all sizes and shapes,big and little baskets,wall hangings and pictures, silk flower arrangements, etc. They all have two things in common, they take up space and collect dust. By the way, I am allergic to dust.
I once read an article on "Living the Simplified Life". One of the statements in this article which has remained with me was, "we don't own our possessions, they own us". This statement meant that we are the caretakers of everything we possess, so we must spend time and money maintaining it all.
With each item we own we lose a little more freedom to do the things that are lasting and important because of the time required to take care of our stuff. Every weekend I have to set aside time to do the chores that owning stuff requires; doing laundry, dusting, vacuuming, etc. I'd rather be outside "digging in the dirt", walking on the beach, biking, or spending time with family and friends.
Today I read Matthew 6:19-21. This is the passage from the "Sermon on the Mount", where Jesus talks about the kind of "treasure" we should store up. He was quite specific that we should only collect that which did not deteriorate. And he made it clear that the types of things we "stored up" were an indication of "where our hearts were". He encouraged the storing of things which "moths and rust could not destroy and that thieves would not want to steal".
After reading that scripture, I realized that I have a lot more throwing out of stuff, both in the natural and spiritual, that is preventing me from concentrating on the really important things. When maintaining stuff takes up time that I could spend reading my Bible, visiting a prisoner, playing with my granddaughters or sitting quietly before the Lord, it's time to clean house. It's time to rid my "house" of everything, but the things that "moths and rust" can never destroy and "thieves" can't take from me.
I promise that, as I simplify and concentrate on having the right kind of "treasure" in storage, there will always be a chair for you to sit in, only this time I will have time to sit with you, since I won't need to dust so often......Shalom,Bebe
Saturday, November 28, 2009
What you gain from Trusting..................
As I said in the last segment of my "Eeny Meeny, Miney and Mo(mo) saga, I want to share what I have learned about TRUST thus far through these kittens that God entrusted me with.I hope you understand that the trust I am speaking of is trusting in God.
As you recall, Momo is the most trusting, Eeny Meeny is less trusting and Miney is the least trusting. I would hope that I am a MOMO, but I have to admit that after 48 years of calling myself a Christian, I am an EENY MEENY.
The MOMO TRUST trust opens up all the doors of heaven for a blessing to be poured out on you that you can't contain. And because you can't contain it, trust runs off of you so that everyone around you is drenched in it and because they are now soaked with the splashing of your trust, trusting comes easier for them.
That kind of trust is the icing on the cake, but you get to enjoy the icing, the cake and the mousse filling in the center when you have that kind of trust. God opens his hands and says,"Come on Momo." and you bounce over to him in perfect trust and receive all he has for you without fear.
The EENY MEENY TRUST allows you to wade in the shallows of God's provision, but you never get deep enough where you are confident that no matter what you see with your eyes, God is in control. This kind of trust enables you to have times of contentment while sunbeams coming in through the window warm you, but at the first "noise" you do not recognize you run under the bed.
Although, God's offers you a large piece of cake, this EENY MEENY TRUST allows you to eat the mousse and the cake all around it , but you never get to taste the "sweetness" of the icing. You know you're missing God's best, but you just can't trust enough to accept it all.
Then there is the MINEY TRUST. This level of trust prevents you from even venturing into the water at all. You stand on the shore just watching everyone enjoy all that God has, but are too afraid to take part in the wading(EENY MEENY) or the splashing(MOMO.)
God stands calling your name and extending a piece of cake, but you are too afraid to even approach him. Occasionally you nibble on the crumbs that fall on the ground, but you never enjoy the pleasure found in eating the cake, mousse and icing that God has so graciously prepared for you.
Momo wasn't always as trusting as she is now, but each time she allowed herself to be trusting she discovered that trusting was rewarding. She is no longer out in the heat, rain, or cold. She not only gets her regular cat food, but special treats as well. And she has found that it feels great to have your ears and belly scratched. She also discovered that when you are afraid of the unknown, the one you trust will pick you up and hold you close until the reason for being afraid is gone.
Adonai, help me to have a MOMO TRUST...........................Shalom, Bebe
As you recall, Momo is the most trusting, Eeny Meeny is less trusting and Miney is the least trusting. I would hope that I am a MOMO, but I have to admit that after 48 years of calling myself a Christian, I am an EENY MEENY.
The MOMO TRUST trust opens up all the doors of heaven for a blessing to be poured out on you that you can't contain. And because you can't contain it, trust runs off of you so that everyone around you is drenched in it and because they are now soaked with the splashing of your trust, trusting comes easier for them.
That kind of trust is the icing on the cake, but you get to enjoy the icing, the cake and the mousse filling in the center when you have that kind of trust. God opens his hands and says,"Come on Momo." and you bounce over to him in perfect trust and receive all he has for you without fear.
The EENY MEENY TRUST allows you to wade in the shallows of God's provision, but you never get deep enough where you are confident that no matter what you see with your eyes, God is in control. This kind of trust enables you to have times of contentment while sunbeams coming in through the window warm you, but at the first "noise" you do not recognize you run under the bed.
Although, God's offers you a large piece of cake, this EENY MEENY TRUST allows you to eat the mousse and the cake all around it , but you never get to taste the "sweetness" of the icing. You know you're missing God's best, but you just can't trust enough to accept it all.
Then there is the MINEY TRUST. This level of trust prevents you from even venturing into the water at all. You stand on the shore just watching everyone enjoy all that God has, but are too afraid to take part in the wading(EENY MEENY) or the splashing(MOMO.)
God stands calling your name and extending a piece of cake, but you are too afraid to even approach him. Occasionally you nibble on the crumbs that fall on the ground, but you never enjoy the pleasure found in eating the cake, mousse and icing that God has so graciously prepared for you.
Momo wasn't always as trusting as she is now, but each time she allowed herself to be trusting she discovered that trusting was rewarding. She is no longer out in the heat, rain, or cold. She not only gets her regular cat food, but special treats as well. And she has found that it feels great to have your ears and belly scratched. She also discovered that when you are afraid of the unknown, the one you trust will pick you up and hold you close until the reason for being afraid is gone.
Adonai, help me to have a MOMO TRUST...........................Shalom, Bebe
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Update on Eeny Meeny, Miney and Mo(mo)....
Momo took over ever room in the house. Shadow and Sassy, our two elderly female cats, didn't know quite what to make of this invader. She was not the least bit afraid of them. After all she's too cute not to love, so in her opinion, what did she have to fear.
Now, we had to begin thinking about getting the boys in so that we could tame them enough for their trip to the vet. We placed the pet carrier on the patio with a treat inside, but that didn't work for them.
Eeny Meeny had shown that he was a follower. Where ever Momo went, he was always two steps behind. So with Momo inside he was lost. Steve decided to attempt to open the family room sliding glass door and see if he would just come in on his own to find "his Momo". And he did just that.
As easily as Momo acclimated to being a domesticated inside cat (the sedation may have contributed to that), Eeny Meeny has struggled with this new arrangement. He's happy to be with Momo, but wishes that they were both outside. Remember he hasn't been "fixed" yet, so there may be wild urges that will hopefully disappear when he visits the vet on December 28th for a little "nip and tuck" procedure.
Miney has become more wild and has no desire to come inside. He shows up right on time for breakfast and dinner. And even enjoys a little playtime with the two-legged members of his rapidly depleting pride(if we don't get too close), but he will have no part of becoming an inside dweller. As the one remaining truly "wild child", he has even brought down a squirrel or two. Poor squirrels!
Watching these three little ferals has been a huge spiritual lesson in trust. Momo was always the most trusting. She seemed to understand that if these 2-legged cats provided her with food, water and shelter then we were worthy of her trust. She was the one who allowed us to touch her slightly while still outside without hissing. And she always returned for playtime with the fur-less members of the pride.Because of her ability to trust so well, she has received more attention in return. And with each passing day her trust increases.
Eeny Meeny wasn't as trusting when he was outside, but he knew that I was the provider of all things good. He followed me as I pulled weeds and would get pretty close if he had an escape route. Still his coming in had little to do with trusting us, it was all about his need to be with Momo. After three weeks of being inside, he still will not allow us to pet or pick him up, therefore he misses out on the affection that Momo gobbles up so readily. He is enjoying some of the rewards of being inside,food any time he wants and a climate controlled house, but missing out on so many others.
Then there is Miney,we finally got him in today with the age old "Hansel and Gretel trail". Only instead of breadcrumbs, it was cheddar cheese cubes. Once he realized that his escape route had been cut off he went berserk. He tried to climb the walls, literally and bounced off the window panes. We quickly realized that this was not going to work. He did not trust us one iota when he was "trapped" inside. Poor Miney! The temperature is 57 degrees and falling and he is outside, while his brother and sister are in a nice warm house, all because their level of trust is higher.
Next time I'll share what God has taught me about trusting him through watching Eeny Meeny, Miney and Momo......................Shalom, Bebe
Now, we had to begin thinking about getting the boys in so that we could tame them enough for their trip to the vet. We placed the pet carrier on the patio with a treat inside, but that didn't work for them.
Eeny Meeny had shown that he was a follower. Where ever Momo went, he was always two steps behind. So with Momo inside he was lost. Steve decided to attempt to open the family room sliding glass door and see if he would just come in on his own to find "his Momo". And he did just that.
As easily as Momo acclimated to being a domesticated inside cat (the sedation may have contributed to that), Eeny Meeny has struggled with this new arrangement. He's happy to be with Momo, but wishes that they were both outside. Remember he hasn't been "fixed" yet, so there may be wild urges that will hopefully disappear when he visits the vet on December 28th for a little "nip and tuck" procedure.
Miney has become more wild and has no desire to come inside. He shows up right on time for breakfast and dinner. And even enjoys a little playtime with the two-legged members of his rapidly depleting pride(if we don't get too close), but he will have no part of becoming an inside dweller. As the one remaining truly "wild child", he has even brought down a squirrel or two. Poor squirrels!
Watching these three little ferals has been a huge spiritual lesson in trust. Momo was always the most trusting. She seemed to understand that if these 2-legged cats provided her with food, water and shelter then we were worthy of her trust. She was the one who allowed us to touch her slightly while still outside without hissing. And she always returned for playtime with the fur-less members of the pride.Because of her ability to trust so well, she has received more attention in return. And with each passing day her trust increases.
Eeny Meeny wasn't as trusting when he was outside, but he knew that I was the provider of all things good. He followed me as I pulled weeds and would get pretty close if he had an escape route. Still his coming in had little to do with trusting us, it was all about his need to be with Momo. After three weeks of being inside, he still will not allow us to pet or pick him up, therefore he misses out on the affection that Momo gobbles up so readily. He is enjoying some of the rewards of being inside,food any time he wants and a climate controlled house, but missing out on so many others.
Then there is Miney,we finally got him in today with the age old "Hansel and Gretel trail". Only instead of breadcrumbs, it was cheddar cheese cubes. Once he realized that his escape route had been cut off he went berserk. He tried to climb the walls, literally and bounced off the window panes. We quickly realized that this was not going to work. He did not trust us one iota when he was "trapped" inside. Poor Miney! The temperature is 57 degrees and falling and he is outside, while his brother and sister are in a nice warm house, all because their level of trust is higher.
Next time I'll share what God has taught me about trusting him through watching Eeny Meeny, Miney and Momo......................Shalom, Bebe
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Thanksgiving = Giving thanks...............for everything.
Tomorrow we celebrate Thanksgiving Day in the United States. Traditionally, it is a time for getting together with family and friends to share a meal of Turkey and all the trimmings. I remember many Thanksgivings where I felt as overstuffed after the meal, as the Turkey was before we devoured it.
This year many are facing a much different Thanksgiving than they have ever known. Most of us personally know someone who is unemployed this year. It may be a family member, neighbor, friend or even yourself. Because of this you may be facing this Thanksgiving with sadness. I can understand this for I too have experienced these feelings, as I think of all those who are unemployed. One of the things that I hope comes out of this economic down is an understanding of what is truly important.
The past few days I have been contemplating the word thanksgiving. I realized that simply put it means to give thanks. In Ephesians 5:20 we read, "always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ". And again in 1 Thessalonians 5:18 it says, "give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
This is a hard concept;.....giving thanks for everything and every circumstance, for this is God's will?......... Wow! What could these verses possibly mean? I can just hear someone tomorrow, as they say Grace, "Father, I thank you that I am unemployed this year.....I thank you that I am not able to pay my bills". NO, I don't think that this is what God meant by these verses.
I think he wants our prayer to be,
"Father, in spite of the fact that I am unemployed and that I have bills to pay, I know that You are still in control of my life. I thank you for I know that you have a plan and I also know that as I submit to your will I am changing into the person you want me to become.I pray for those who do not have this hope or understanding. I now have more compassion for those in need and I thank you for that. But most of all I thank you for being my God and for sending Jesus to us as the truth, the life and the way. I am learning that true peace and joy is not about what I possess, but in whom I place my trust. I am learning that this is a choice and I choose to place my trust in you, not in a job or the government, but in you and you alone.
In Jesus Name............Amen".
Tomorrow on Giving-Thanks Day I plan to concentrate on God's goodness and love. Psalm 136:1, "Give thanks to the Lord for HE IS GOOD, His love endures forever."
Have a blessed Thanksgiving!................Shalom, Bebe
This year many are facing a much different Thanksgiving than they have ever known. Most of us personally know someone who is unemployed this year. It may be a family member, neighbor, friend or even yourself. Because of this you may be facing this Thanksgiving with sadness. I can understand this for I too have experienced these feelings, as I think of all those who are unemployed. One of the things that I hope comes out of this economic down is an understanding of what is truly important.
The past few days I have been contemplating the word thanksgiving. I realized that simply put it means to give thanks. In Ephesians 5:20 we read, "always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ". And again in 1 Thessalonians 5:18 it says, "give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
This is a hard concept;.....giving thanks for everything and every circumstance, for this is God's will?......... Wow! What could these verses possibly mean? I can just hear someone tomorrow, as they say Grace, "Father, I thank you that I am unemployed this year.....I thank you that I am not able to pay my bills". NO, I don't think that this is what God meant by these verses.
I think he wants our prayer to be,
"Father, in spite of the fact that I am unemployed and that I have bills to pay, I know that You are still in control of my life. I thank you for I know that you have a plan and I also know that as I submit to your will I am changing into the person you want me to become.I pray for those who do not have this hope or understanding. I now have more compassion for those in need and I thank you for that. But most of all I thank you for being my God and for sending Jesus to us as the truth, the life and the way. I am learning that true peace and joy is not about what I possess, but in whom I place my trust. I am learning that this is a choice and I choose to place my trust in you, not in a job or the government, but in you and you alone.
In Jesus Name............Amen".
Tomorrow on Giving-Thanks Day I plan to concentrate on God's goodness and love. Psalm 136:1, "Give thanks to the Lord for HE IS GOOD, His love endures forever."
Have a blessed Thanksgiving!................Shalom, Bebe
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Kairos Reunion
I will get back to Eeny Meeny, Miney and Momo later, but I wanted to share a little about the Kairos monthly reunion last night.............
On the 3rd Tuesday of each month,we Kairos volunteers gather with the inmates at Lowell CI for a time of confidential sharing and prayer. Last night we were blessed with approximately 40 inmates in attendance. We usually divide into groups of inmates and a Kairos volunteer, but last night because of other commitments, there were only 5 volunteers. Therefore, we decided to have the "ladies in blue" come to the mike for a time of sharing, since smaller groups would have been too large and our allotted time to short for quality sharing.
There were about 10 that came forward and shared of how the Lord was working in their lives. There were several who shared concern for their families, especially their children. Some even thanked God for their incarceration, as they said that their time locked up had caused them to stop and examine their lives. Once again I was reminded of the spiritual freedom that is available to those who follow Jesus as Lord, even when incarcerated.
I've noticed that being incarcerated often helps you to recognize that the only one you can place your total trust in is God. We,who have our freedom, often place our trust in jobs, houses, family and possessions. Having everything stripped from you as these women have, causes them to zero in on what is really important, God.
I always leave the monthly reunion filled to overflowing with thanksgiving for this special time I have to meet with my "sisters in blue". Although I am usually tired when I arrive from working all day, when I leave I am rejuvenated, empowered and ready to take on the "enemy".
Thanks for listening...................Shalom, Bebe
On the 3rd Tuesday of each month,we Kairos volunteers gather with the inmates at Lowell CI for a time of confidential sharing and prayer. Last night we were blessed with approximately 40 inmates in attendance. We usually divide into groups of inmates and a Kairos volunteer, but last night because of other commitments, there were only 5 volunteers. Therefore, we decided to have the "ladies in blue" come to the mike for a time of sharing, since smaller groups would have been too large and our allotted time to short for quality sharing.
There were about 10 that came forward and shared of how the Lord was working in their lives. There were several who shared concern for their families, especially their children. Some even thanked God for their incarceration, as they said that their time locked up had caused them to stop and examine their lives. Once again I was reminded of the spiritual freedom that is available to those who follow Jesus as Lord, even when incarcerated.
I've noticed that being incarcerated often helps you to recognize that the only one you can place your total trust in is God. We,who have our freedom, often place our trust in jobs, houses, family and possessions. Having everything stripped from you as these women have, causes them to zero in on what is really important, God.
I always leave the monthly reunion filled to overflowing with thanksgiving for this special time I have to meet with my "sisters in blue". Although I am usually tired when I arrive from working all day, when I leave I am rejuvenated, empowered and ready to take on the "enemy".
Thanks for listening...................Shalom, Bebe
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
And more of Eeny Meeny, Miney and Mo.............
Steve was the one who took Momo to be spayed the next morning and we both picked her up that afternoon. We had prepared a quiet place for her in our guest room where she could roam and be protected from our two elderly female cats. We had both been praying about what to do next and how to take care of her. We had been given a list of post surgery do’s and don’ts. I had purchased the pain meds they recommended, but remember, we had still not been able to handle her, so I didn’t place much hope in being able to administer it.
She was softly mewing as we opened the pet carrier in the guest room. I opened the door and reached in to try to gently pick her up. Since she was still sedated, I was able to do so. I expected her to squirm to get out of my arms, but much to our surprise, she nestled in and began purring. We decided to take advantage of the sedation and continued to hold and pet her throughout the afternoon. She loved it.
I decided that I would sleep in the guest room while she recovered. For three nights I slept on an air cushion on the floor, so that I could be close to her. The 1st night I extended my arm to her and she slept close to my hand. After deciding that this arrangement was not quite to her liking, the next 2 nights she curled up next to me. My fear of rolling on her and hurting her prevented me from getting much sleep, so the 4th and 5th nights Steve took over. By the sixth day she was completely spoiled rotten and didn’t want us out of her sight. She meowed quite loudly when left alone in the guest room. It was time to introduce her to the rest of the house...................Shalom, Bebe
She was softly mewing as we opened the pet carrier in the guest room. I opened the door and reached in to try to gently pick her up. Since she was still sedated, I was able to do so. I expected her to squirm to get out of my arms, but much to our surprise, she nestled in and began purring. We decided to take advantage of the sedation and continued to hold and pet her throughout the afternoon. She loved it.
I decided that I would sleep in the guest room while she recovered. For three nights I slept on an air cushion on the floor, so that I could be close to her. The 1st night I extended my arm to her and she slept close to my hand. After deciding that this arrangement was not quite to her liking, the next 2 nights she curled up next to me. My fear of rolling on her and hurting her prevented me from getting much sleep, so the 4th and 5th nights Steve took over. By the sixth day she was completely spoiled rotten and didn’t want us out of her sight. She meowed quite loudly when left alone in the guest room. It was time to introduce her to the rest of the house...................Shalom, Bebe
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